I’ve been spending extra time at my alter this weekend and today. Something flowed into my world as a potential potential and It has gotten me shook up a bit with the possibility of the many what it “could bes”.
So when I feel nervous or twisted up inside and unsure, well I head up to my alter get into child’s pose and just hand it right over to God. The ideas, the curiosity, the fear, the wondering, I hold my hands over this beautiful bowl on my floor where the incense burns and I just visualize all of it pouring from me out of my hands and into God’s limitless arms.
My God can hold it and does. I can let it go and be held.
I can trust mySelf to do what I am called from within to do. And yeah I can trust
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Yesterday I prayed A lot. Not so much for what I want. I don’t know exactly what I want. Well its a mix of many things. And I think God Source the Universe knows my true hearts desires honestly probably better than me. So I pray for that. And I can trust that that is what I shall receive.
I want to know God and for that I need to trust Life.
I need to trust the unfolding.
Becasue when I am in a place of trust I feel so much closer to God. When I am here now Choosing to be here Present,
I can relax and flow. And when I can’t relax and flow because there is a lot of energy and questions and tension within me, well I can climb my stairs and lay at my visual reminder/ my incense bowl and I return to the near constant practice of giving it to God.
I don’t need to figure this out. I can trust and act when I feel called and trust whatever unfolds.
Ok So
I am no master at this. And though I know this is from the place that I want to live. So I practice, I surrender more and more the bigger the stakes feel. The more I know that I don’t know the master plan. The more I want to be shown what is right for me from life.
In this place with this potential potential I don’t know what would be “good” or “bad” as an outcome. It helps me because I don’t know so in that I can’t cling to what I know. I don’t know. I don’t know anything but to trust.
Today I was back at a Labyrinth I was at in the winter. I remember I got really wet socks from the sloshy snow back then. All around was dead grass and slush and snow.
Today I walked barefoot. And while I walked around that labyrinth I saw butterflies mating, a dragon fly and flowers everywhere.
I know what was moving in me today that lead me to that labyrinth.
And to be honest I can’t recall what was moving within me in the winter as I walked that sacred spiral.
Whatever it was it worked itself out.
Just like the grass flowers and the butterflies they all worked themselves out by the grace of God. By the Source of all-life flowing through them.
They Became.
They Become.
And So do we. Revel in your own becoming.
And trust and flow in this life of yours.
Let God hold it.
Let God work it out.
Let our hearts heads and hands trust.
Let us Dance in this life with this life.
Dancing in the becoming.
Surrender it Give it to God. It helps me.
If it helps you too well that would be a beautiful thing.
Sending My Love
💖-Gina
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